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 bullet journaling I miss her brain fog demotivated confused uncertain about future trying to be ok but failing i dont want to be a failure, i have never been one, i have to be ok i HAVE GOT TO BE OK I HAVE GOT T BE OK I HAVE GOT TO BE OK I HAVE GOT TO BE OK I HAVE GOT TO BE OK I HAVE GOT TO BE OK I HAVE GOT TO BE OK

Letters to Ma - 1

 letters to Ma Ma I feel so lost without you. I am not poetic enough like you were, if you were in my plce i bet you would have written pages by now. That mode of catharsis is unavialble to me, unfortunately. I wish you had given me your way with words. Ma, I feel alone. trrible Terrible alone. As if with your passing, I have lost my childhood. Who do i go to whn i feel cranky, or whiny. Who do i share all my problems with. Who will ask me whether i am ok or not. Who will tell me those hundreds of recipes you had mastered?